I have been really trying to stay in the word. It is so easy to get caught up in our earthly surroundings. I know that this is truly God's plan. I just keep hearing over and over that we are the hands and feet of God. It is such a spiritual lesson for me to just be still and allow to be led and not lead. Human nature says it is better to lead and push and I am a "where there is a will, there is a way" kinda person. I do not think that that is what I am to do. I believe that I am to just take a step at a time and I am not going to know what this is going to look like and I have to just trust in God's plan. As I write this I am realizing that this blog is more for me to work through so many of these emotions than it is for you to follow. So I will thank you in advance for listening. There have already been some rough spots. One of which is people's reaction to the news. I have had to really just pray through some of those responses. Again, another spiritual lesson in being still and being the hands and the feet. I have already said "yes" so I have to just walk the walk. Anytime, I start feeling overwhelmed I just paint a picture of her in my arms and it all goes away. I am already amazed of the spiritual growth that I have gained since we started this process almost three weeks ago. I can only imagine what's in store for me and my family. Praising God for the opportunity to find out!
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